The Spiritual Dimension of Paedophilia

'God is a fire that warms and kindles the heart and inward parts.'
Prayer to Archangel Michael

'Abuse no one and no thing.' Chayenne Saying

'Deliver us.. From all sin.' Rite of Excorcism

'La Illaha Illa Lah. There is only One God.' Quran

St Michael vs Shaytan

Paedophilia is a spiritual crime.

Paedophilia, incest, child abuse. The world seems riddled with this most awful of crimes, yet it seems it also the most tolerated crime, so accepted that it may even be fully part of a countries social & psychological structure and functioning.

What is hidden from view is for example the fact that an increasing number of children in the West are placed into the care of people who have a proof record of perpetrating domestic violence and abuse and the protective parent loosing not only custody but also access to the child, living in the horror of knowing what is happening to the child/children without having any legal means to stop it. When complaining/fighting their children are force adopted or they loose all parental rights, which is a plight not even happening to convicted abusers. One wonders how this is possible and I will shed light and proof on this particular perverted legal practice of court ordered child abuse and on the manipulation & ignorance twists behind such a horror in due time.It is a nest of snakes we are dealing with here, a collaboration of lawyers, psychiatrists, police, social workers & paedophiles, working hand in hand to make the seemingly impossible possible. How conscious these key people of a just and lawful system are of their collaboration I can at present not tell.

What is written on the spiritual dimension of paedophilia on the English speaking net & in books varies from social work jargon and psychiatry snippets, to rants against gay sexuality to conspiracy statements on ritualistic satanistic abuse and church covered up sexual abuse. As much as there are maybe grains of truth in many, even the most outragous, theories, none of these writings help victims or healing practicioners to come to terms with the reality of this particularly awful form of abuse, not mentioning develop weapons against it, nor stick their sword into it and cut off the snakes' head. 

Paedophile abuse has more then one victim, the victims are:
- The children & their innocent life spirit
- The paedophile, who lost his life spirit long before he started abusing a child
- The family of the paedophiles
- The family of the children
- The groups surrounding the perpetrators & the victims

Further victims are:
All of humanity
God (God can weep too)

I have found hardly anything that explained to me the spiritual nature of this crime nor the spiritual cure for victims and perpetrators alike. When asking a London based organisation about talking to a paedophile in a prison I was firmly warned against it. They told me what is repeatetly said - that paedophiles have no hope for a cure, don't want a cure, can't be cured - that they indeed can never stop lying and manipulating, that their very nature is to manipulate and get into people's (adults & children) mind to control them. Would I meet Hannibal Lecter? Possibly yes - and worse, much worse. I feel in many ways encouraged to hate such people - such people are organized paedophiles, that means - a paedophile who plans & organises his/her crimes. I wonder of there is any kind of humanity left that one can communicate with, that makes such a person redeemable. I feel the problem with hate is, that it is in itself a human mental disease and from the same source as abuse itself. Although we are moving in the outer fringes of what the human mind, psyche & spirit can endure, hate is not the answer, hate is part of the problem. How much love can one have to be able to talk to such people, to be protected from their lies, untouched by their attempts to invade the sanctity of one's mind & soul and still transmit love in it's purest form to them. I will report on my progress with this task in due time. For the time being I call it 'Project Dialogue with the Devil' and pray to Jesus aka Isa.

It is not surprising that paedophilia is commonly associated with satanism & satanic rituals, as the signature of the shaytan we know from the bible & quran is that he is sneaky, manipulative and gets into people's head and uses their weaknesses (such as human kindness, pity, care) against them (usually by confusing them with a feed of constant lies) for his own (bizarre) reasons. Indeed Shaytan is human mental evil personified, and the paedophile is comparible with a Shaytan, as the typical paedophile is said to do nothing but manipulate, pray on our light and our innocense and drags our light (our children, our souls) into darknes, setting traps for us all.

I have to make clear, that I do wish to talk to paedophiles, and although it costs me spiritual much strength to do so I believe it is necessary to get to know the enemy. And the enemy is not the paedophile as such but the evil that possesses him. I will do this eventually, if not now then in 2-3 years. One can not forget - beyond all outrage - that these people are themselves seduced by Shaytan, and I want to know if they can be possibly released from the clutches of the monster and can ever experience any kind of redemption. Without God's help it is not possible to approach this possibility at all. Under God's will it will be decided and the path opens or not. I will also speak to victims, mothers & fathers whose children were abused and who had to fight an incomprehensible legal & social system to save them. Some of them have never succeeded. I want them to be heard & have a voice.

The full dimension in paedophilia  is kept hidden from all of us and I believe firmly that by bringing light into this darkness we will achieve something for human betterment. It is a painful journey in many parts, but I hope I can make it also an enlightening experience that also leaves my visitors uplifted. Evil can be defeated, insh'allah (God willing).

It is difficult not to totally reject any paedophile. However, the longer I am engaging with this subject now (2 years in the subject of child abuse, 5 years in the subject of abuse) the more I realize that the trouble goes much deeper and that it is the  complicity in society & systems to the abuse of children and people in general that is we need to be aware of in this context. Paedophilia is only one hallmark of many of societies that systematically abuse, oppress & manipulate without admitting to it nor are willing to change. Aren't many of us part of such societies and do these societies not tell us (in subtle and not so subtle ways) that we (the citizens) are also culprits by default, simply for being citizens of the systems. When we complain too  much we get clubbed & are encouraged to feel grateful for not getting beaten up more or get treated as bad as such and such. The arguments of child abusers are essentially the same as of human rights abusers in general and in particular, and on grounds of their similarities to the ruling orders child abusers enjoy much success at courts and go pretty much undisturbed about their business. They speak the same language. The few that get caught are just eye candy and foster the public image of paedophiles as low class, visibly disturbed creeps. Indeed, they are not. Paedophiles are smooth power operators and one can find them in everywhere, in all shapes and disguises. They have made a deal with the monster within them and the other  monsters surrounding them and they are most comfortable. Indeed our societies turn a blind eye to abuse & to the abuse of children and have themselves erected systems that allow child sex abuse and the standard abuse of human freedom to flourish, spread and poison our existence.

The number of children & people victimized at courts, raped by abusers & having their human rights consistently violated has dramatically increased since 2001 (more on this soon), since the West marched into Iraq & Afghanistan and it is no coincidence. It is a hidden crime, and that it is hidden is for a good reason.

The subject is so dense that I can approach it only in chunks & themes and at present I do not have a definite road map but only one determined goal. To alert people about the dangers, aid to bring the light of accessible knowledge into this darkness & help people to get away from abuse, protect themselves from the state protected systems of abuse & to help healing those who come to this blog in search for guidance. 

In my experience with victims and professionals in this journey so far I have to say that those without spiritual knowledge and armor are totally unprotected and will most likely fail, as this can not be fought with human will power alone. Paedophilia is an enemy not to be underestimated, that can not be fought with Western science understanding of psychology, cause & effect. Even worse, Western society & science actually opened the gateway to this crime and it's criminals in a windfall beyond belief which makes me wonder if there is actually a collaborative method to all this horror.

Without spiritual guard everybody who fights this evil will in my assessment so far loose, as the tools & methods of this evil are organized and so are it's perpetrators. Paedophile rings do exist and their technical knowledge, political tricks & detailed knowledge of the law and key figures in the system is vast. I mentioned the closeness of abusive state systems & paedophilia for a reason.

Spiritual guard means - because paedohilia abuses your mind (and the mind of your children) first to get hold of your spirit - learn to guard your mind. And you do this by learning spirituality, and by learning spirit you will learn to guard yourself against evil & find the cure for it. One side effect will be that you will become a freer human being.

Angel, unknown model

More to Explore: 

I find serious explorations of the nature of evil in the context of child abuse very helpful, although certainly also extremely distressing & surreal in it's wickedness. It is unsettling in particular that descriptions of demonic possessions & exorcisms describe the nature & method of the sexual perpetrators so spot on. Deceptions, lying, manipulating, confusing victims, acting themselves under some sort of hypnotic madness that eats up soul light, while dragging the child into a world of mental illness and lies.

What is important to know is that the confusion victims feel is part of the ploy and needs to be addressed & healed first. Confusion is also what people in general feel who are in contact with a perpetrator (who can be the lovely neighbour, or the guy on TV). They feel drained and disorientated. Since almost everybody feels like this in the world these days victims don't really become aware that they are targeted by an abuser until it's too late.

Unfortunately Freudian approaches to understand the nature of evil & victims of it's abuse are very unhelpful and add to the problems. So far I have not seen one psychology based approach that was helpful to address & cure this evil. This is very bad for victims, as they find themselves being repeatedly confronted with ideas of them having 'subconsciously willingly participated'. To make it clear - this is not true, more so, it is an argument from the perpetrator's side. Nobody wants to be spiritually, mentally and physically raped.

Rites of Excorcism (The Prayer used in Catholic Church to Excorcise) 
Exorcism & The Way of Blame (A Sufi Perspective)
The People of Lie, by MS Peck